Monday, April 11, 2011
hours ago, i am so pissed with myself for not getting things right..
One thing i really hate about myself, i love shortcuts. I'd start off with step 1 and then think that i'm too good and move on to step 8. Maybe this is why things never go the way i wanted. But today! I tried to kick that habit and move on step by step.
So i was practicing one of the moves which Terence asked us to do last week, AND I COULDN'T GET IT NICELY DONE FOR LIKE AN HOUR?!!!
Urgh! i felt like giving it up and sit down or laze around on my bed watching videos but NUUUUU, thankfully my mind was like "GO GO GOOOOO GET IT DONE!!!!!"
so yes, after much attempt and being pissed at myself, I GOT IT! Not perfectly done (which i think i still need lots of practise) but at least i am on the right track. I'm pleased with myself! Not exactly pleased but still delighted with myself!
Gotta reward myself if i can do this everyday for 1 month... GO GO GO!
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